I want to call you and tell you that we should leave. Right now. Let’s take 24 hours and reconnect, because I need you in my life. I have always needed you. And I miss you. So much.
Let’s get in your car and drive until we find trees to climb and lakes to jump in. Let’s talk about everything. Let’s sing until our voices give out.
But I don’t think I can. I feel like I don’t have that right anymore. I don’t have that claim on you that I used to. We’ve drifted apart and it’s been scary as hell. But that’s what people do, right? They split up and live their lives and they drift.
You were the first person I would tell when I needed to disappear.
Now I feel like you wouldn’t even notice if I did.
Bought such pretty jewelry at an art show today.
I feel like a mermaid princess/ pissed off sea witch all in one.